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Got sidetracked several days in a row--and did not make posts during this time period. Did an RSB session on Thursday--and a dance class on Friday. Did an RSB class today--had 5 people in the class to start and ended up with just 2 of us in the wrap-up. One person had back pains--which were too painful to do the exercises. A second person had to leave early--he was expected to be at his granddaughter's birthday party. The 3rd person must have had some type of problem doing the exercises--and elected to punt and go home.

Thursday's session was good--I seemed to recall a sense of flow as I did the RSB exercises and then the dancing the next day. I felt good during dance class--and last night I went through the process of checking the route to today's birthday event.

Today was a double event--RS very early in the morning and the kids' birthday melee which started at 10am and went to 2pm. I came home from the party--and crashed for a few hours.

The tensions in the household have subsided a bit--although there seems to be more that needs to be released. SH and BH are cool around each other--and the tightness in the interactions are palpable.

I dreamed last night a very vivid dream--it was about being at a party. The people were vying with each other and the children--to see who could collect the most number of prizes. The prizes were scattered all over the place--and everyone was running about, finding prizes, and putting them in their goodie bags. I was one of the adults--and was taking advantage of my speed and bigness to grab prizes from the kids and others. I was not being nice--and it felt good to be that way.

Got my PET Scan #2 results--and they didn't seem to indicate that the lump has gotten smaller. However, when I examine that area now--it seems to be smaller and less dense. Will know more on Tuesday--after I sit down with the oncologist and parse the results.

R&R day tomorrow--and doing errands and laundry!