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Moving into August--heat still hanging around. I lost yesterday--ended up with a Trager massage in the late afternoon. Yesterday was the first day in awhile where I didn't feel the weight of all of the turmoil of the past week--or perhaps more.

I was aware of my daughter's absence--of what she might be experiencing after her first day in the center.

Today, I awoke slowly--I feel heavy and slow. Everything seems to be going slowly--like the brakes are on and the clocks are dragging along. I have nothing to occupy my mind--or my body. I exercised a bit just right before lunch--but I don't feel the movement like I was feeling things when I was engaged with RSB and dancing.

MD had more VA people come by yesterday and today--she's getting a lot of attention from them. They do a good job--and all seem to care about what they are doing an dhow they can help.

I picked up a subscription to the Motley Fools financial resources--I'm not sure that it's anything I can use or manage but I'm getting concerned about what happens if things start coming apart throughout the world. I guess, if it does, there's not much anyone will be able to do to offset the issues that will arise--chaos will rule!

I had some cheese (brie) and pretzels (with peanut butter)--and some almond milk and a V8 Fusion. I think the Fusion is kicking in--and I'm starting to awaken a bit. MD's regular caregiver came back today--and she is ploughing through the tasks she does regularly. MD is pleased to have her back--although MD isn't doing much to indicate she is feeling that way. She's been reading almost all of the time--buried into book after book.