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Went to sleep early last night and slept in late this morning. Lots of dreamings, but not sure I remembered that much of any of them. There was one whole dream sequence that was at something like a training camp or resort area. There were many people there and lots of activities. There were huge vehicles that were being used to transport people to different places and events. The dream involved a lot of movement and people being moved back and forth. Very busy dream.

A second dream segment involved being in a complex, like a tower that had many rooms and compartments. There was some kind of huge device in the complex that everyone was working with or on in some way. Everyone there was dressed in coveralls with insignias on the front panels. The atmosphere of the place was subdued and serious. There wasn't a lot of talking except for people making quiet observations about what needed to be done next. I was one of a team of people who was assigned to one section of the area and that had a specific task to perform.

There were many other parts and pieces to the dreaming. It seemed like I was dreaming for long periods of time as I partially awakened over the long sleep period.
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Long sleep felt good. I may just crawl back in and sleep some more. Feeling like I'm catching up on lost cycles somehow. But, I have things to do today--not a lot, but a few items that need attention.

I feel pretty good right now after having enjoyed a marathon sleeping. Had my morning kefir, juice and supplements. Phone rang, but whoever it was didn't leave a message. Did my arm lifts this morning. Going to need a bit more exercise this week since there are no dance or yoga classes (senior yoga). Have to look at money situation--rent is due today/tomorrow. So life imposes itself once the doorway is cracked open.

Have some research to do on the place in AZ--week long treatment and diagnostic work. I think it's what I need to help me get a handle on what's happening with all of my systems--mental, physical, spiritual.

Also have research to be done on a living place--where am I headed to next? Clearly need to settle that issue for myself. Feeling like I'm abandoned, alone, and needing to find a resting place.

Wondered why I didn't hear from any of my kids last Sunday. Thought it was Father's Day and that they just didn't call. Realized yesterday that next Sunday is Father's Day. I didn't spend a lot of cycles on my disappointment, and rightfully so since it was an imaginary omission.

L is going into a hypermode regarding reorganizing her house. She starts work Thursday and already has two weeks of stuff to do to switch the bedrooms, etc. I'm trying to stay out of all of that madness. I have enough of my own to deal with right now.

Need to get out and grab something to eat. Back to not having a kitchen so have to go back to foraging once again. Food seems to help with the control of the strange body/mind states that I seem to fall into. Not having enough or a regular amount of food seems to throw off my systems--so I have to eat, not a lot, but regularly to manage the states.

I hear the clock chiming in the main house. The hour strikes. The number of chimes doesn't match the actual time so I have to assume the clock is not set correctly. It does ring on the hour, half hour and so on though.

The bird of time has but a little way to fly, and, lo, the bird is on the wing.
We measure out our days in coffee cups...