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Dreamed | I was healed | that I had evidence | but someone wouldn't believe it.

I was able to demonstrate that I had reversed four of the symptoms. My handwriting was large and clear, my arm strength was back, my thinking was clear, and my smile was restored. I could demonstrate each of these without doubt. But there was someone with me who refused to believe. She was someone I know, but I couldn't see her face. I kept saying to her, "I've proven that I can reverse these symptoms, but you refuse to believe it!" I was not angry. I was just making a statement of fact. I knew what I had done and what was so. I was just amazed that she would refuse to acknowledge any belief.
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Started the 2nd set of weekly sessions. It's difficult to characterize today's session against last week's Monday session. I am in such a different place/space. Today's session seemed like we did very little in some respects, but I feel like there was a lot of motion below the surface. I came back ravenous as if I'd been running or working out. I was also noticeably tired, but a good kind of tiredness.

M has her granddaughter here today and tomorrow. What a shift (for me) to be around an active 18-month old. She's a doll. Very bright and with her red hair she reminds me of my daughter at that age. I was given the privilege of giving her her bedtime bottle. She snuggled up and drank it down. Like I said, a major shift for me. It was wonderful to help feed her and play with her as dinner was being prepared.

My back and breathing are telling me close out this post and get ready for bed... I'm going to listen to my body and begin my bedtime ritual.