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Missed posting last night. Fell asleep early. Simply conked out and fell into the dreamworld. Hadn't rested a lot or slept any yesterday. Seemed to catch up with me last night and I went out like a light. Felt good to get a few extra hours of z-time.

Fairly quiet around here this morning. Did my morning rituals and went for a walk. Peaceful in the neighborhood today. Feeling like I want to keep moving for some reason. Keep on being in motion.

Got a confirm on a treatment session tomorrow. Will be with Rebecca. Will be good to see her again. It's been quite a few weeks since we touched base. A lot to catch up on regarding diet and state of being.

Reading a book on faith, belief and healing. It's a sort of kooky take on alternative medicine (I believe) as written from the viewpoint of someone who stumbles into the area almost by accident. Lots of well-researched details and allusions to historical figures. I think it's going to be worth read, even though the initial sections get a bit detailed. Will report back as I read more. Title is "Afterwards, You're a Genius!"

Also still churning through some short story collections. Read a story two nights ago that is still with me. Story involved a man and woman and issues of control and abuse. For some reason, the story slipped into my psyche and is still reverberating there.

Also a story about ghost clowns and a young boy who was the only one who could see them. It too sticks with me for some reason.

I've got a number of aches and pains that have floated to the surface recently. No rest; no respite. Things just keep on churning. For each progress there seems to be a counter action. It's like the silly putty--push on one part and another part distends. No happy medium! Or perhaps that is the happy medium--one part always pushed into conscious awareness--brought to my attention.

Well, enough for now. I'll come back and add anything of significance as the day unfolds.
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Nothing of huge import has taken place. I took a nap and then ran a few errands. I'm feeling the weight of waiting--waiting for Godot. But, no breakthroughs, no shifts or changes. I continue to wonder where all of this is going, what is it leading to when all is done? Mystery, mystery upon mystery.

Treatment tomorrow. That'll be some new input. Will see what emerges!