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I had a vivid dream last night--it was an emotional dream! The dream involved me and my ex (who arrived here in the evening and stayed the night so she could be with the grandkid today). In the dream, my ex and I were talking about some things she planned to do--this was back in the time when we were together. She was telling me some things she wanted to get done--and in the midst of the back and forth, I suddenly realized that she was lying to me and had been doing so for quite a while.

At first I was really sad--but as we continued the conversation my sadness turned into anger. I got really upset--I was in a rage! The depth of the sadness and of the rage astonished me--I was nearly ready to jump out of bed and go screaming down the street. The emotions that were evoked surprised me--I awoke soon after those emotions peaked and I felt the dream reverberating through my being.

I think the combination of the turbulence created by the surgery I had on Thursday (and the buildup to that event), the arrival of my ex, the full moon (pending), and life in general, triggered the dream.

Today was filled with grandkid items (playground, eating, swimming, and more), going to the gym, doing research on plantar warts (the grandkid has one on her foot) and their possible remedies, running errands, and probably more--but no nap! I think I slept really well last night--despite the strong dream!

It''s now still muggy--also getting late to the gate! So I'll abate and close the gate! Enumerate!