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Saturn's Day--and things are draggy and dense. I awoke early--took my medications and fell back asleep. Awoke hearing the doorbell ring--MD told me later is was the Jehovah Witnesses. I never made it up until late morning--finally getting a late munch at the BBQ place.

Came home and slept--until around 3pm. Went to SB's and downed a hot chocolate and a brownie--I was craving something sweet. And so the day went--doing nothing, going nowhere, lost in space. Had  an apple, some grapes and fig newtons for dinner--nothing of substance. I was still slightly full from the late munch--and the SB's treats.

Can't get my head around why I'm so sleepy/tired--why all I can do is lay down and sleep on the days I'm not dancing? Is it depression--or some other dysfunction?

It's cooler but not any less muggy--the weather is staying in the low 80s but still feels warm and humid. Going for a short walk--want to feel the breeze in my face.