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We (daughter, son-in-law, and me) did our first stab at wedding dances--a waltz, a nightclub 2 step, and a dance with your momma piece. I was not very together for the whole thing--but we've got it started. My shoes will arrive tomorrow--and my Vital Reds arrived in today's mail.

I ended up not going to dance class--after our practice session, I was feeling really antsy. I had a foldover and latte for breakfast--but I was low on fuel. I went to the BBQ place--had a tasty dish of polish sausage and fries. Came back and fell asleep for a couple of hours--I was awakened by some solicitors asking for donations.

Tomorrow is a double session day--RSB in the morning and dance class in the late afternoon. It's 17 days to the wedding--and all of September will be filled with activity. I hope my new Vital Reds kick in quickly--and power me through the shiftings and siftings.

Picked up some pharmacy refills today--in the donut hole which makes those tiny pills really expensive.

Need to get it together--feeling overwhelmed and not very effective. Not sure where all of this anxiety is coming from--but I need to sort things out and dance (punch) my way through the coming month. Not sure what it is I need to be doing differently--but feeling compelled to be doing something. I've been here 3 years this coming month--3 years and counting!