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Crazy weather--rain and cold and sunshine and wind. I just got a haircut--and will be getting a pedicure in a short while. I am starting to prepare for the medical procedure at the end next week--have adjusted my diet, am doing lots of exercise, and am trying to heal and disappear the disturbance on the side of my neck.

In the Rusch Park dance class there is a new student--there is something about her that I find very attractive. She's not all that good looking--there's just something about her that grabs my attention. I will talk with her--and see what is going on with her and my interest in her. She is a good dancer--and is comfortable and smooth with her dancing and movements.

I've been having vivid dreams--all of which seem to involve a tribe of exotic people. In most of the episodes I am some kind of advisor to a female--who is the head of the tribe and is almost goddess-like in her manner and demeanor. I feel somewhat anxious in all of these dreams--I have doubts about my competence and am always having second doubts about whatever we are dealing with.

I keep having dreams where I am helping people who have lost some part of their assets or abilities--I am an ombudsman whose helps them argue their cases and procure the return of what they have lost. The role I play is important--but I always feel that it is tentative and could be cancelled at any time.

Well time for a pedicure--trim my toes to match my nose. Or clip my hair--make my pate bare.