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Can't get to feeling wide awake today--started out feeling energetic and ready to go. But the ready to go--got up and went. I'm grateful for the momentary respite as I awoke--just want it to persist and stay around much longer. By noon, I was moving sluggishly--and even doing some exercises didn't help to lift me up and get me out.

I suppose I'm somewhat depressed--and that what I'm feeling is what that is all about. The place is fairly quiet today--granddaughter is off with her dad and grandson is doing his naps. TD is helping MD--but she's wearing out and is napping right now. We are watching the grandson tonight while his dad works--and she will carry most of the load. I think I'll wake up some when the grandson is up and about--but I'll run out of steam as the evening progresses.

My daughter is on everyone's mind--it's been almost a week now and we won't see her for several more days. BH will get to see her in a therapeutic setting next Tuesday--but the family won't see her until a week from this coming Sunday.

I moved some of my assets around yesterday--which helped me clarify some of the haze. I hope I've not done anything stupid--but it looks like what I've done makes sense (at least to me). The market seemed to be in a good spot to sell/buy--and redistribute portfolio (sounds big deal but really isn't).

This whole thing with my daughter triggered some anxiety--some concern for my future and what I could be doing to forestall future issues. We shall see (said the blind mouse)--we shall see!

I'm going to have to jump out to SB's--and order up a Frap. Must have the caffeine--even though I drank a V8 Fusion after lunch. Getting close to that time--for me to pull up my socks and make the journey.