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Dreams | there were | like phantoms | not clinging to awakening | absorbed back into the mists.

I think the string theory/multiple dimensions book is clogging up the dream machinery. I'm dreaming, but the sense of the dreams is that they're taking place in another dimension. Also, I'm doing a lot more meditation, visualization, energy animation, etc. Session with GH yesterday, followed by restorative yoga class, followed by active visualizations may have crowded up the dream space.

Reading a set of short stories by Eric Puchner, Music Through the Floor. Gritty, edgy writing with a lot of steam underneath each tale, each set of characters. Has the sense of "Oh, no! Am Ii reading this?" but going ahead without pause. The stories compel the reader to read and wince at the expected strangenesses.

So plans become more solid regarding a move over the hill. Awaiting a nod from the PDTeam regarding scheduling, but it feels like events are moving forward. Lots of things I could worry about, but I'm not going that route. Focusing on all that can be gained.

As I ate a late breakfast (lunch) today, there was a man reading a document at the next table. At one point, his right arm and leg were dancing all over the place. It looked like a PD tremor, but he seemed almost unaware of it happening. It came and it went, and he paid his bill and left. Shaking out!

Made me aware of my own twitches and variations. How what must be, must be. The main thing that I feel is going on is a sense that the shaking and movement, the lightly felt pressure that sometimes seems to be there, all contribute to using up energies. I feel tired and have to drop down for a nap, as if I had been running a race and need to restore my energy reserves.

Can't skip a meal either. That does set off the alarms and buzziness. Have to eat, eat carefully, and eat regularly. No slack in this domain. And then there's the weather--the cold. Another trigger. Soup last night is a double-dose remedy--warms the body and supplies nutrients--one-stop shop.
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Took a nap, I think. I was reclined, but not sure if I slept or not. Time passed. That is the only certainty. Awake or asleep, the clock hands continue to move. Also not sure that brain supplements are affecting the shaking/tremors at all. Seem to be making me more alert perhaps and able to think more clearly, but not sure if they are affecting other symptoms. Not bad news. More like know knew news or something like that.

Feel like taking a walk, but it's cold now and might be starting to rain. Long for the sun. Will reward myself once I recover with a trip to a warm place (Hawaii or other tropical domain). Thoughts of that possibility makes my toes get warm.

Time to forage once again. Had a good lunch (even though they brought me the wrong dish), but starting to feel the rebellious Qi in the stomach channel kicking up the juices. Onward to foraging I go. Ho, ho; ho, ho!