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Another "sleepy" day--meaning I've gotten my share of sleep. Awoke around regular time (from a coolish night), did my rituals, went for a walk, and then did my laundry. AL (after laundry), I came back, ate one of my food installments, and promptly fell asleep. Rest of day has been like a rerun--wake up, eat, go back to sleep.

It's finally become too warm to rest comfortably as the sun heads for the horizon.

Lots of thoughts today about the future and what I will do as my story unfolds. I can "hang out" in my present state (or some variation of it) for another 18 months, if need be (and let's hope it's not), but eventually I need to find a place to settle down, a place that will support my health conditions, whatever they may be. Actually, even if I stay in the area beyond my lease, I'd like to find a quieter, more "personal" space than the one I'm in now.

The SC people keep telling me that I'm progressing quickly (from their vantage point having seen lots of people go through the process), but for me it's like a glacial pace in terms of progress. Rebecca, on Monday, said she wished she had a set of videos of what others have done so I could calibrate where I am and what's been accomplished. I wish those tapes existed--it would help me quiet my mind regarding my progress.

Meanwhile, I eat, I sleep and I eliminate (sometimes)--all that I need to do on the path that I'm traveling. May the health angels be my steady companions no matter what. May all beings be well and happy! Shanti! Shanti! Shanti!