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Change the clocks! Time rolls back tonight. Almost didn't realize that there was a time shift tonight/tomorrow.

Quiet day! Got up late. Ended up sleeping this afternoon. Got up and about this morning, but had to rest/sleep this afternoon.

Finished the Afterwards book. End sections got a bit dense and the resolution was a bit disappointing, but not unexpected. He was telegraphing throughout the entire book how difficult it was for him to just let things be--he was questioning all the way to the end. But the book motivated me to look into doing some work with a healer, in addition to the treatments I'm getting. I'm rolling over into a lot of psychological/spiritual issues and could use some perspective, advice, counseling, insight, and assistance. I've about done all I can do on my own. Time for some support and wisdom.

Anyway, that's where I am with my extra hour tonight. Seeking the Source so I can have a dialog with that entity--a dialog that will lift me out of the tracks I've been cutting in the turf--put me on a hovercraft and let me sail away.

Got a lovely call from LL today. She's moving and was going through some old photos. She called with a touching message regarding old times. Was nice to hear from her. May her move go well and may she have a wonderful birthday on All Souls Day (11/1). She sent me a delightful Halloween e-card. Light and love to all!

Oh, yes! Dreamed last night of being in a big meeting. It was a techno-company with quite a few techno-types at the meeting. We were hashing out some secondary issues regarding packaging. The techno-types were bored and kept making jokes about what we were doing. We finally got everything done and the meeting broke up with the techno-types making it clear they were glad it was over. I was in the meeting partly as a scribe as well as a contributor. At the end I was thinking about how to do the next meeting better, with less feelings of people wasting their time. I was in a Buddha-mode in the meeting and afterwards.