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Summer day! Warm and almost muggy! A fine day for sleeping. I managed to get my share. Can't seem to stay awake--just want to sleep.

Read late into the evening again last night. Felt clear and quiet as the evening progressed. Stories I'm reading are set in the Sahara. They are intriguing as to the detail, but not that strong as far as the stories are concerned.

I'm feeling really low energy in some ways. Still do exercises and such, but having to rest/sleep a lot once again. Will I ever get a handle on these symptoms? They seem to morph and change almost as soon as they are observed.

I can't seem to muster enough focus to address where all this is headed--I'm flopping along behind like the tail on a kite. A kite's tail should be providing stability; I seem to be not doing that very well. If anything, I'm destabilizing things and doing so consistently.

Tonight, I'm not as clear and quiet as the two previous nights (yet, perhaps). I think I'll crash early. Will sit for a while though and let things cool some. It's still warm from today's sunshine. Let there be light!