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Lots of sleep day! Stayed up late last night, reading. Didn't fall asleep until after 1PM. Awoke around normal time, but left me with a sleep deficit. Made up for it by sleeping the day away.

In fact, just did a two hour snooze after dinner! Amazing! But not very productive. Did manage to do my laundry this morning before I began my snooze-a-thon. Also did manage to eat a modest amount of food--still investigating my food quantity/intake and symptom correlation. Right now, I'm once again virtually symptom-free as I start my way to read and sleep.

Daytime thoughts were clustered around my future--how/where I'm going to live and what I'm going to be able to do. It's becoming mantra-like in that whenever I have a spare thought slot, the future raises its murky head.

Feeling quiet right now. Was not so for most of the day--when I wasn't asleep. From this quiet place, quiet space, things are less intense. Just have to figure out how to transfer this quiet to my waking (sleeping?) hours. Has to be a way, a path, a route. Have to find a way!