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Countdown to graduation! Daughter collects diploma tomorrow. Early in the morning! Her mother and her grandmother will be there. A small reunion, if we manage to find each other. Could be as many as 5,000 people there. I have to prepare some tonight for the expedition. If her 90-year old granny can get there from Sacramento, I should be able to get there from a few miles away.

Today, I've been on my regular routine. Slept some several times today. Hasn't been too warm today, but warming up now. I've been edgy today--not exactly still--having episodes of symptoms. Partly anxiety (maybe only thing) triggering stuff. Been ruminating back and forth about my state of being--wishing it were more solid, more robust. Wondering when it will be so.

Fell asleep last night on the floor and had to get up and move to the bedroom when I finally awoke. Not exactly a good rest but I had slept a fair amount during the day. Each day/night is a new experience--no way to guess what is going to happen. Be here now! Be somewhere some time!