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First and last--First may go last and last could go first... Last time I posted was at the beginning of the New Year (1/1/2019)... Posting now (1/31/2019--2/1/2019) at the end of the month and the living is cloudy...

I passed muster with the radiologist and the hematologist on the results of the last cluster of treatments...  I am officially, NED, which is medical jargon for No Evidence of Disease...

We'll go through another PET scan to verify where things stand... I'm feeling fairly good... I tire easily... And I have to ingest some caffeine every day to help me cycle through the faded periods...

I managed to get to several RSB classes... Which helps me break through some of the fog and disconnected thinking that I seem to continue to manifest.

Next Tuesday is the J's birthday... She'll be 10, going on 17..There is much turmoil in the air... Daughter is still trying to get a handle on her addiction issues... and is not doing well with all of her erratic activities... Not a fun way to head into darkness and upset...

Tomorrow is Groundhog Day... Looks like it will be a rainy day over much of the time and... I thought I just felt a light earthquake... Probably was from my PD... I seem to be getting the shakes near the end of my pill-taking periods... Will be good to see the neurologist and see what can be done about this phenomena...

Got a summary of the costs for my medical activities over the past year--$171,326!! Thank goodness for Medicare and gap insurance... Don't see how the system can function with such huge imbalances being the norm...

Looks like rain tomorrow... so the Groundhog will see his shadow... Maybe I'll see mine...