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Dreamed | I was in a school | with teenagers | who were creative and talented | especially one young woman. | She was exceptionally talented and could sing, dance, act, and play a range of musical instruments. | I found that I was bringing her up to some of the other teachers | trying to get her selected for various roles. | She had a great personality and had a lot of energy. |

Good session today with Janice. She pronounced me to be recovered! She said that I looked healthy, moved in a healthy manner, was clearly not exhibiting a lot of the symptoms like I was several weeks ago. I look in the mirror and I concur. The image of the person in the mirror looks whole and healthy. On this side of the mirror, I'm still wrestling with everything. But, I am getting better, even on this side of the mirror.

She worked a lot today with the source of my tremor. We journeyed through my brain looking for things that were not quite right. There was a spot on the back right side of my right hemisphere from where I'd hit my head on a brick falling out of a tree. We expanded it until I couldn't make it any bigger, and then reduced it back to normal all patched up and whole.

We spent a lot of time in my brain today! Another journey let me view the substantia nigra. The right side showed up with only a few dopamine sites on it. I made that area completely empty so that it was clean and white looking. I then enlarged it and had it fill up the space in the brain where it resided. I then returned it to normal and it came back with a dense covering of dopamine sites. It and the left side looked balanced.

Went deep into the brain looking for the source of the energy bursts that were triggering the tremors. Found a spot deep in the brain, directly behind the base of the nose. It was a small space with a flashing light source that looked like a cauliflower bud (tiny one). There was a membrane in front of the light source with two holes as if there was a plug that could be inserted into them. I went to the side so I could see the lighted area clearly. I expanded the light source until it filled the space in that area. This time, I left the light source big enough to fill the space, changed the intensity of the light emissions, and changed the color from a bright white to a cool blue. These changes helped moderate the tremors.

I then looked around and found a plug that looked like it would fit into the two holes. I plugged it in and the tremors stopped. I unplugged it and they resumed. I plugged it back in and they stopped. With Janice's prompting, I explored where else the plug was attached--it was connected to my heart. There was a set of channels leading from the pulsating light source in the brain to the heart area, and back to the light source. When the plug was disconnected, the tremor was present and the heart was not getting energy. When connected, the tremor would stop and the heart was back in the loop. Hmmmm!

Janice said that I may have to reinsert the plug many times before it becomes my natural state. That it will fall out and so forth, but I can just put it back and tell my body/mind/heart that this is what I want for my natural state.

She, like many others, commented on how healthy I looked. I still don't feel like I'm in the state that other people are seeing, but I'm getting there.

She also said that I could be doing it all myself given what she sees. But, they are there to support me as needed. If I choose to continue sessions on a reduced schedule, they are there for me. She also talked about where I'm going to live--the prospect of moving back over the hill seems doable now. It will put me closer to my regular resources (chiro, therapist, yoga, dancing, food selection, etc.).

Have told M&E that I'll be finding a place by March. So, it's just a question of where. I can easily drive back over for even weekly treatments. If it's Wednesday, I'll be in Santa Cruz! Or some such mantra.

All in all, a good day and a good session! Got a thorough brain tuneup and alignment. Along with a lot of new data and insights.

Did a core dump for G today. Was good to talk with her about the process. Made it to the chiropractor today as well--still coaching him on doing subtle adjustments.