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Went to see the movie The DaVinci Code. Good movie, but think the book was more absorbing, more engaging. Besides, I had trouble sitting for 2.5 hours and had to get up to go the bathroom twice. I overheard someone in the bathroom remark about his "45-minute bladder." That too is my problem. Have to sit on the end of the row next time. Tremor was steady pretty much the whole time, which added to what I was experiencing.

Tremor seems to be more present the last few days, more in my awareness. When I got home this afternoon, I lay down and it seemed to moderate. Could be that I just was missing my afternoon nap/rest. Could be I was anxious--more than likely.

Rebecca responded to my concerns about managing the culinary process over the 21-day diet period. She offered to send me a list of ideas that will help make the process easier/more efficient. I appreciate her offer to help me work out a solution.

I keep thinking about my first month with the PDTeam and the way I felt then and how I managed to get through everything to where I am now. I think about that and can't imagine how the 21-day diet can be worse, but my mind wants me to think it will be so. Have to proceed one step at a time, one bite at a time. It will work out! And I'll be the better for it all--I know this is true. Just have to persevere.

If this sounds like I'm giving myself a pep talk, that's because I'm doing just that.

Heading over to SC tomorrow for a treatment with Laura. Looking forward to seeing her and getting some energetic support with my next steps. Then Memorial Day '06 will be a memory!