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Blogger has been having problems. Seemed to be repaired now. Shift to PDT today. Making for a long day. Body knows it's really almost 7pm, not 6pm as it says on the clocks.

Got up at 8am (really 9am) and did rituals, walk, etc. Then just went out so I could get some sun and mix with people. Went to the Farmer's Market in MV. Surprise! They've moved the location--just down the street, but it was disorienting. I followed the crowds and managed to locate the market. Lots of people there, or so it seemed.

Ran into MO as I was leaving. She stopped and we had a tea(me)/coffee(her) and talked for a while. We talked about healing and healers, and as always, she had some helpful suggestions. She had gone to the Caroline Cory presentation on Friday night and the Sunday workshop. She had good things to say about Cory and what she does. Makes me think of a fish analogy. The bait was out there (notices, write-ups, etc.), the fish were swimming about, and some were enticed in and enjoyed the process. Some, like myself, swam close, but didn't commit. (Muddy, but it gives the idea.)

After leaving MO, I went and grabbed a bite to eat. I returned home and had to rest/nap a bit. The time with MO was somewhat intense for me. She remarked how she could see fear in my face, my persona. True, true! Carrying lots of fear. That's what was uncovered in this process so far--exposed for all to see. That's where I've work to do!

MO suggested that I work with Rebecca on some of the issues that are holding me in place. Good idea! She noted that since I'm so sensitized right now that it would be a perfect opportunity to work with R and the issues.

Got some good news! My daughter was having a medical problem that might have needed surgical treatment, but the doctors said no. She also discovered that she has enough credits for an AA degree! Good for her! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

Blogger is beginning to flicker--all for now. Off to SC in the morrow to work with R.
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Just remembered that I dreamed last night. It involved being in a park-like setting that was on a campus. There were trails, bike paths, and limited vehicle roads. I was with RM and some other people. He and I walked along a path that led us past some housing where scholars were living. I recall walking past one place where a man sat at his desk glaring fiercely out the window. We continued along that path and came to a bluff that overlooked a river. Something happened that involved us and the river, but I don't know now what it was all about. Perhaps rescuing some children who had gotten caught in the stream, but not certain now of that.